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Department of Denial

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Department of Denial – Going above and beyond for their service in tease and deny.

1. Assistant to The Department of Denial, Andy

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What better place to serve than in the Department of Denial. I’ve always known that I was considered a submissive. Growing up in a female dominated household and community, I quickly learned that the ladies seemed to have the upper hand. I also learned that to stay on their good side, I needed to obey at all costs. Even if that meant being made fun of in various ways. I continued this way, even when I met Alexis. She has graciously taken me to new depths of denial that I have never dreamt of before.

My personality has always been to look up and emulate those in charge. However, I always knew there was a secret dark side to this. I often found myself locked behind a door in my bathroom or bedroom, because I felt so guilty touching myself and thinking about the girlfriend in the other room, or the girl that I saw at work, in the grocery store, or pretty much anywhere. Their outfits, bodies, hair, perfume, and even their expressions seemed to burn into my mind.

Without supervision, and spending countless hours alone, I soon felt as if I was spiraling out of control in a lustful way. Constantly I was searching for images that would tickle my funny boner. (Seriously, I was jerking off at least 5 times a day. I even did this at my college campus under the bleachers and an ever increasingly dangerous spots. I have no doubt that on the outside, everyone sees that I am a regular athletic guy. But underneath, deep in my soul, I’m a masturbating cum junkie that craves the desire to be denied!!!

My first real experience with this was during the baseball playoffs in college. My girlfriend was in a sorority, and I hung out there all the time. One day, she suggested that I hold back my cum loads because it would increase my testosterone, make me more aggressive, and play better during the playoffs. I thought she was playing. But, I decided to try it. Lo and behold, she was right!

I went 4 for 4 that day and made a diving catch in the outfield. I was player of the game! My girlfriend and two of her sorority sisters came to watch me. After the game, We went to get something to eat. She told me that she shared our secret with her girlfriends. They just giggled, and I laughed it off. However, she was very convincing When she said, “Andy! If holding back for a couple of days made you this good, just imagine if you could hold it the entire series?”. Her girlfriend smiled and said that she makes a good point.

The numbers don’t lie. I had never gone more than a couple of days Without Hosing down A towel Or erupting into a napkin. Needless to say, we went pretty far in the playoffs that year. Thanks in a large part To my girlfriend and her sorority sisters. I know better than to take credit for someone else’s work. LOL That was my first Experience With the denial that I love so much now.

There have been many instances, even when I am alone that because of a deep religious views on masturbation, I cannot bring myself to coming anymore. The guilt is just too much. But, the build up is equally as tormenting. There were other experiences, too. At work with Two female coworkers Who loved to tease me. Another at The gym Where I worked out for a few years. We would chat during our workouts and have a drink afterward. I always asked one of them out, or invite her over to my place. But, she denied me every time, leaving me with a wink Or a soft kiss. She even joked about the big bulge In my pants!

Also, I am very politically minded and conservative by nature with everything that I do. However, it was not until I broke down and called Alexis For the first time that I really knew how untraditional I really was. She guided me through my experiences and opened both my mind and my eyes. Our conversations became therapeutic. She made me realize that all of that jerking off that I did over the years, was Wrong! She told me that women want to feel Feminine and appreciated. And that it was my job as a man, to be erect for hours or even days on end. That is what really pleased Her. She wanted me to get me to the edge Of A ball tightening, eye rolling, cock twitching ejaculation. And then take my hands away, so that I could enjoy the frustration!

After countless hours and thousands of dollars, I believe that it may have all been a conspiracy – even when it came to those girls back in college. However, I am pledging my allegiance and my cum-loads to Alexis. I’m devoted to serving Her, and in Her Department of Denial.

Thank You President Alexis, for making me The good little blue balled minion that you deserve.

Assistant to The Department of Denial, Andy